sunny chicken sauce

Here I am waiting for my train to move.... I came one hour too early... :D Like I wouldn't rather be outside! The sun is really shining so brightly, and even if there is a little bit colder now the weather is just great! I was working for 5 hours and on my way back I tried to walk in sunshine... I think that people didn´t really appreciate my jumping across the street back and forth... :D Well at least it made me happy. There is also this one juice from Valio Gefilus I´m really into... Tropiikin hedelmät herajuoma<3 I can´t get enough of it! I actually keep dreaming about it. If I would use the same logicand imagination as we were little I would want one big room of this juice in my home. Yes, we imagined houses with multiple rooms. There was something to eat or drink in every room, with no doors. They were more like pools. We had so many great foods and juices in there, and we always talked about how nice it would be to swim in melted caramel and just open your mouth and eat at the same time... I know what you are thinking... :D

You can also see the food I made for myself, I just love it ! It has: red onion, olive oil, herbs, honey, chicken,  red paprika, chili paprika, pineapple, cream, white onion, different kind of wok vegetables and different spices in it<3 It´s just so great with good, dark pasta<3

... and I have just one glass of this juice left :(

my big horned friend... and some more

Here I am sitting again. I just cake from work 2 hours ago. Did I mention that I have two jobs now? One is at Enia oy (Elisa and Saunalahti) and the second job is at R-kioski. I´m not really sure where to stay for summer but I should start making up my mind soon. I´ve also done some really exciting decisions about my studies and life, but I won´t be telling you about them yet. :) I´m not really sure when to take the bull by it's horns- but I think the time will come... soon. I´m just so happy all the time when I think about it, of course I´m having some doubts and questions running through my mind... but I think it will be okay. I just have to have guts to look at the eyes of that "big horned friend".  

I were at the gym eyesterday and my muscles are really sore at the moment. I love this feeling after workout! The one I didn´t really appreciate was the one during the workout... I´m wondering why am I always feeling like throwing up...? :D I´m not eating anything before it and I´m not drinking too much water either. This is something little odd... I´m not getting that feeling during other types of workouts, it´s just on when I´m at the  gym and jogging. Nice! 

I´ve celebrated my birthday with many people, those pictures above with those beautiful cakes on them are from the day I was celebrating it with my mom and Elvira. That sacher cake is the best one I´ve ever tasted. I just love it! I wish I could get that recipe.. Well at least I got "a new" 20 years old wallet from my mom (not for my bday), it´s her old wallet and made of real leather. As you can see the condition of it is really good. I just love having the good memos related to it from my childhood hehe :)! You remember those days when you didn´t get any money for yourself but you had to ask your mom for some coins to buy a ice cream or a candy bar? :) I do. I also had to buy myself some new clothing and that brilliand coconut oil from cocovi. I´m using it on my hair, skin and in my food. :) It smells sooooo good! :) It reminds me of summer and sun<3 And guess what.... it´s spring in Finland! :)

21 years old me

Yep that´s tight, I had my birthday last Wednesday. Now I´m officially old haha. I don´t want to get old, but I do want to live. I think that I´m not making any exception.We all want to live as long as we can but be young forever. The key to that is in our own personality and behavior. If you can embarrass yourself and still laugh, be funny and goofy, and do not get mad because of the little things. Don´t be too proud or stiff to do different things. Explore life and break the boundaries. Enjoy doing the things adults usually do not and you´ll feel it. Blow the soap bubbles, draw, paint, take photos, make wreath of flowers and put it on your head, dive, go to a picnic with the bicycle, go to a water park or a amusement park, take a board game and play it, watch your old favorite cartoons and have a pajama party with your friends! It´s just so much fun and really   frees you from the stress you might have :)  

I have already cleaned this place, done the english test and now it´s time to wash the dishes and then watch desperate housewifes with Alli. I already met Minna after not seeing her for an entire week and it really felt so good to talk to her <3 I´ve celebrated my birthday twice already and I´ve had fun both times. I have no pictures because my camera is not the best one to shoot in the dark...